Feeling the Season
Things have been a little tight in the Watt camp lately. More so than it has been in a while. When I asked the Lord if we were doing something wrong that he is decreasing our means, he spoke to my heart. He said, “You are doing exactly what I told you to, which is why you are being tested. To see if you will continue.”
Well yes Lord, but You will have to provide. Of course, God is going to rise up to answer that one. He laid it upon the hearts of others to help! One family showed up Sunday to support us, and a neighbor we have been befriended since we moved here stopped us on our way back in Sunday afternoon asking us if we would be willing to allow her to ride with us? To make something to go along with what we are feeding? UMM…YEAH!!!
And then last night I asked the Lord for scripture to show me what He needs me to know right now. He gave me Job 42. Job prayed for those who wrongfully spoke about what God’s intentions were for him. I have had some of those in my life lately. And when Job prayed for them, and the proper sacrifices were offered, God gave him DOUBLE for his TROUBLE. When I prayed again this morning, asking Him for word, He opened the Bible up (through my hands of course LOL) to Job 42 again, and told me to read it to my husband when I called him this morning. I was so excited. Because always after tests of income, and our character, or whatever… blessings come. And no, I am not just talking about money. Our talents begin to increase, our gifts, our hearts increase with knowledge and wisdom. Always there is a blessing after the testing.
So I was thinking this morning… we haven’t had a fun Christmas for a while. My family is allergic to real Christmas trees. What am I going to do Lord? I need to do something Lord. We are a family. We are silly, serious, artistic, fun, funny, loving, artistic. What Lord?
It hit me. I am going to MAKE a tree. Out of branches from trees we cut down inside our little world outside. I will take the branches (they are very thin) and place them in orderly fashion within an upside down milk crate. The holes will be just the right size. And someone handed me a whole box of wooden shapes and things to paint. There are thirty-one hearts. I am going to paint them and turn my tree into a LOVE tree. LOL. Yes, and I am going to make some fabric ornaments in various shapes. I am going to string popcorn in it, and I am going to have a wonderful time decorating in a very artistic way this year! I am going to make some home made dollies and teddy bears, etc. I found some free patterns online. I love it! Also, the girls are crocheting again! So we will have hats and scarves gallore! And I can make some quilts, etc.
Then for the entertainment: we will come up with plays and skits for the family. We are going to perform for them. Worship our Lord through drama and dance! We will probably video tape it all, so be prepared my friends! LOL.
So as I am believing on this imagination Christmas…I receive a phone call, informing me that my husband and I have the opportunity to have our Christmas money! I will have money to do this!!! So God rewarded me for my contentment.
I am so excited. Sometimes I am glad we aren’t rich. I would never use these gifts did I not have to. My Father in Heaven knows it. I can hardly wait for this to all come together. I just need to figure out what colors I am going to use. I may go with pastels, or maybe bright pastels…
God, you are such an awesome God! Not that you are giving me money to do more with, but because you always prosper us during each test. In so many ways. It is so amazing. Thank you Lord.
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J. S. Watt








